Sunday, April 10, 2005

A Time to Remember

I feel like I'm on a journey somewhere. I know that I have a purpose, something extraordinary that needs to be done. I don't know why but I do. I feel that everything I have experienced up to this point has been a test. I've learned a lot of lessons and I'm learning more every day. I feel like I'm going slow sometimes, and other times I feel I need to learn a lot more. But I look back on the things I have done and where I have been and I can see the times when I changed. When I became a little different from before. Bit by bit I'm becoming a different person. I wonder if other people experience life the same way. Do some people get to a destination quicker and some slower? However they get there, I'm sure they felt it was just right. Well as for me, I feel I'm on the verge of something BIG. Maybe I need it to be that way to fool myself, but I honestly feel that way. Now it is time for me to take what I have learned and make something happen. I've done the hard time. I need to break free of my own false and imagined limitations, take the bull by the horns and bring to life that person I have been in my imagination all along. Good luck to me.