Saturday, June 25, 2005

Ho hum!

Is there a life handy? So, where can I get one? Do they sell them at the corner shop? Can I hire one until mine shows up? Where does this boredom come from? I feel like I need to be a hell of a lot more active. I need to do more than work and watch tv, or as of late thump away at a keyboard. Perhaps I should write a story. I don't know. I'm finding myself utterly bored. I would like to find something more to do than just go to work and come home. Interact with more people. I do this every couple of years and then forget about it later. I think I should add this stage to my plan. I think I need to write my plan down somewhere I see it every day. Perhaps I can write little pep notes for myself. "Be proactive" is one of those little catchphrases I use at work to get people to think ahead and laterally to fix problems instead of just whingeing about it. "Be proactive". It sounds easy enough and I can do it at work. So there's the answer to my own self indulgent problem. Get of your arse and fix it yourself. Don't wait for it to happent to you or fix itself. No one else is goping to get off there backsides and fix your own life. Wish me luck. No don't do that. Wish me wake up.

Wednesday, June 15, 2005

Eat Mine

Eat Mine What's next? I said I was on a journey and I think it's really started in earnest. You come to a point in your life when a decision has to be made. Ultimately, you must be the only winner and never without its fair share of trouble. I've actually found myself really taking a look at what is good for me lately, something I'm not prone to do. I usually try and find the good in what I'm doing, not doing what's good for me. And for once in my life I've formulated a plan. A relatively easy plan to follow. As with any plan there's negativity attached to it from other sources, but I think I can keep that at bay and concentrate on the goal I've set. So wish me luck. I really think this is make or break. Or more correctly, make AND break. Now my journey begins. It's going to be a tough slog, and when I make it I'll be assured within myself that I can do anything. I know I can, I just need to show myself I can. If anyone wants to help in this endeavour, remind me to stop procrastinating. Why put off to tomorrow what you can achieve today. I think it should be my new motto. If I say it to myself every day it might give positive reassurances and help me succeed. GOOD LUCK TO ME!!!